When it comes to people, you have only two choices; you can either be kind or not.
In the path of kindness, you wouldn’t want to hurt anyone for any reason. If someone asks you for something, you would share what you got to make their life a little better. When someone does something you don’t like, you wouldn’t make it a big deal, because, you know that they are doing it unknowingly. Even if someone hurts you, you would just forgive them saying to yourself, “They just don’t know what they’re doing”. You would find happiness in life by bringing some in others’. But when you were not able to be kind, you would not be able to help them, you would have had to reject requests from the people you care about. You would have had to hurt others.
In the path of kindness, you would hurt yourself for no reason. You would share what you got even though you know you absolutely need it. When someone does something you don’t like or even hurt you, something invisible in your way would hinder you from calling it out. You would do things you absolutely hate. You would act out of your way to have the interaction smooth. You would see them deceived by your untrue self. You would see yourself betraying them by betraying yourself. But when you were not able to be kind, You would see you are not their last hope. You would see them get what they want somehow. Sometimes they, the people you care about, would earn what they want. Sometimes they might die and decay.
You would manage to please them, just to despise yourself when you look at what you would have done. When they act sweet, you would wish you never had to do this. It would sting every time you interact. Air will become thorns. Guilt will become your shadow.
Not being kind is not easy, either. Kindness would gift you a lingering guilt that will keep poking you from inside until you break. With unkindness on the other hand, you would have to face the tide that would hit as hard as the truth. You would hurt them so bad, you would wish you had done things differently. You would wish it never had to happen.
When it comes to people, you have only two choices; you can either break or betray. You will brood. Kindness is deceptive. Kindness is vile.
Yet I cannot act my way. It is incompetence’s facade.
2026-01-24